Paralyzed

                                  An obvious display

Of feelings that have dissipated

And I don't have a clue where to start

You wouldn't let me near you

So I settled for the fear that you'd be

Happy with me six feet in the ground



I will crash when your mood defeats me

Circle of trash swirls around beneath me

I feel paralyzed most every time you come around to meet me

Stuck in a place that I don't remember

Was it Sunday or last November

I feel paralyzed most every time you come around to meet me



Emotions vaporize

They disappear before my eyes

I wish for things that sadly have come true

So if I tried to make it right

And if I found my appetite

I'd eat away at all the pain I seem to bring to you