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                                  No matter how neurotic my mind

That's not what I wanted to say

I'm running out of words

Hey hey



I've always loved you

I've always cared

But in the past I wasn't there



Out to the desert

To disappear

Only to find I wasn't there



Everything I knew was wrong

What is really going on?



There in the darkest depths of my mind

That's not what I wanted to say

I'm running out of words

Hey hey



They'll sell sarcasm

And constant fear

Don't be so far don't be so near



The missing papers

The souvenir

No one around no one can hear



All at once we want to live

Holy water won't wash away sin



Up in the sky the sun is red

What's in the past and what's ahead?



Oh can I live with what's in my heart?

That's not what I wanted to say

I'm running out of words