I Wonder

All alone the broadening skies

Under the every night i will lie

Scratching claw and grip the rails

Every day my living hell

Oh god you know i've tried

I know how hard i tried

And oh i tried......

Hey i'd like to daze away to a

Place like no one has known

In a state of mind i could call mine

That only i could own

Where i could hum a tune anytime

I choose, and then there is no such thing as time

Where i can feel no pain just calm and sane

What a place for one to find

Now you see i'm watching everything

I do and they're watching everything i say

Why wont they leave me be?

Why am i even here? i wonder

You leave me wondering

Won't you stop watching me

I said they're watching me, watching me, watching me

Now in my corner i got the ceiling in my eyes

Arms holding up my knees

And rocking back and forth my life

I didn't mean to feel this way

When i walked into the door, lord

Then they ripped away my memories

And i cant remember who i was before.

And i only wanted to be 16 and free.

......and i wonder.




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