Wishing It Was

beauty and grace is what touches me most

good time can put me in fear

always feel safe when things are bad

so i cannot let you come near

it seems that i thrive on the dark side of things

i always feel alive when the death bell rings

now you have come and bring out the tears in me



pain never makes me cry but happiness does

it's so strange to watch my life go by

wishing it was

wishing it was more like a fantasy

where everyone surprises me

wishing it was



this feeling won