February Son

memories and silence fills each room
overwhelming heavy as the tidal waves consume
buried underneath the dust & gloom
relics are reminders of my family of two

pictures of a happy bride and groom
ferry rides around the harbor on our honeymoon
wedding gifts of pots and pans
sleeping while were holding hands
as gracie lays upon us as we spoon

how could i ever be so blind that i could not see
how could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me
how could i ever gain her trust without the guarantees
of who i am or where i¡¯ll be

so now we live in fear of the unknown
insecure and skepticle her trust in me was blown
despite the past we face we both have grown
through the pain to find the strength together or alone

how could i ever be so blind that i could not see
how could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me
how could i ever gain her trust without the guarantees
of who i am or where i¡¯ll be

how could i ever be so blind that i could not see
how could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me
how could i ever gain her trust without the guarantees
of who i am or where i¡¯ll be

some of us never see the light
until it¡¯s out of sight
give up without a fight
some of use fall and never get up
swear that it¡¯s not their fault
swear that it¡¯s not their fault

evolution will turn your life around
from feeling safe and sound
to the lost and found
you and me, well, we are the same
I feel your loss, your joy, your pain
shouldering the blame

cuz, I¡¯ve been there
never again, never again
will I allow myself to drown

some of us never take advice
so then we pay the price
with every toss of the dice
some of us never see the light
until it¡¯s out of sight
give up without a fight

evolution will turn your life around
from feeling safe and sound
to the lost and found
you and me, well, we are the same
I feel your loss, your joy, your pain
shouldering the blame

cuz, I¡¯ve been there
never again, never again
will I allow myself to drown
cuz, I¡¯ve wasted too much time
too many years of my life letting others down

cuz, I¡¯ve been there
never again, never again
will I allow myself to drown
I¡¯ve wasted too much time
too many years of my life letting others down
cuz, I¡¯ve been there
never again, never again
will I allow myself to drown

some of us never see the light
until it¡¯s out of sight
give up with out a fight

even if we say we do, it don¡¯t mean that we will
it don¡¯t mean that we¡¯re going to
even if we say we¡¯ll try it don¡¯t mean
that we¡¯ll have the opportunity

all this time weighed out unrefined
twisted and unkind. all mine
all this pain suddenly arranged
a relationship that i¡¯ve denied

my backs against the wall
i stumble and fall down
sometimes i scream
I¡¯m scratchin¡¯ at my head
I¡¯d rather be dead than not in your arms
in your arms, in your arms

even if we say we do it don¡¯t mean that we will
it don¡¯t mean that we¡¯re going to
even if we say we¡¯ll try it don¡¯t mean
that we¡¯ll have the opportunity

my backs against the wall
i stumble and fall down
sometimes i scream
i¡¯m scratchin¡¯ at my head
i¡¯d rather be dead than not
in your arms, in your arms, in your arms
my backs against the wall
i stumble and fall down
and sometimes i scream

my backs against the wall
i stumble and fall down
sometimes i scream
i¡¯m scratchin¡¯ at my head
i¡¯d rather be dead than not
in your arms, in your arms, in your arms
my backs against the wall
i stumble and fall down
and sometimes i scream

i would say i¡¯m sorry if i thought that it would change your mind
but i know that this time i have said too much been too unkind

i would break down @ your feet and beg forgiveness plead with you
but i know that it¡¯s no use cuz now there¡¯s nothing i can do

i try to laugh about it
cover it all up with lies
i try to laugh about it
hiding the tears in my eyes

cuz boys don¡¯t cry
boys don¡¯t cry

i would tell you that i love you if i thought that you would stay
but i know that it¡¯s too late cuz you¡¯ve already gone away

misjudged your limits
pushed you too far
I took you for granted
i thought that you needed me more, more, more, more

i would do most anything to get you back by my side
but i¡¯ll just keep on laughing
hiding the tears in my eyes

cuz boys don¡¯t cry
boys don¡¯t cry

(lyrics: thomas flowers)

Sooner or later you and me will be lost dumb blind and free
Sooner or later you and i won't have anywhere to hide
Sooner or later everyone catches up to the things they've done
Sooner or later everyone will get down as we kick it

Unwind, cut the ties, open wide and wait

Sooner or later things you say catch up and they make you pay
Sooner or later things you do they hurt only me and
Sooner or later everyone catches up to the things they've done
Sooner or later everyone will get down as we kick it

Unwind, cut the ties, open wide and wait

Oh, where were you then
Oh, where were you then
Honey, sorry hey hey la la
Oh, where were you then

Sooner or later things you say catch up and they make you pay
Sooner or later things you do they hurt only me and

Oh, where were you then
Oh, where were you then
Honey, sorry hey hey la la
Oh, where were you then