Up In It

I smoke a pack a day
I hit the pipe sometimes
& drink my pay
Screw my friends
Understand my need to offend
Come home & smack the woman around
Tried to apologize
But she deserved it that i know
Strangled with her pantyhose
What's with the flowers
Can't you smell me
I buried you & still you kill me
With all your crying i can tell
That your disease will make me well
Twist your head so i can witness
Come & crawl inside my sickness
I'm hated
Undisguised
Never known why
Now i like it

Television's gone and i'm alone with lucifer
What a drag
Muthafucker lied to you
Muthafucker took me head
You're never alone with your jones
And all you can't forget
So roll on up the price is down
So come on come on come on come on.
Today the retard speaks to me and now i have it all
What a drag
Muthafucker lied to you
It could never get that bad just ask
So go on go on go on go on
Who you call retarded now?
I said who you call retarded now?
I see you standing proud
Come on down & swallow hard

Jane had a bottle of pills
She kept beside her bed
She took a couple when the sky came falling down
"what do you see in me"
She used to say out loud
I see myself in a year
If i'm still around
& i don't feed the doll no no
Jane used to touch herself to make it go away
The loneliness that would follow her all around
& hold her pretty hand
& wanna be her friend
& hold the ceiling when the sky came falling down
I don't really need you
But since you're here
Tell me all about yourself my dear
Are you queer?
What happened to your wrists
Do you need some help
I can't be checking on you like this all the time
You want some help then bleed somebody else
You know you ain't gonna be mine

One eye open baby
Both hands tied behind my back
Surprise acomin in a cross street smile
How so the changes have come slow
Takers drivin got to take the wheel
We got their lives ahanging & their souls to steal
Give me a break [give me an arm] wishbone cracky good luck charm
Rave on monkey
Come on down little sister
What might be right for goose might not be right for the gander
You got on the mississippi mudslide
Get up on the tchoupitoulis southpaw
You got to lie now chillun
You got to lie to be willin
O my soul it's time to awake
Come on down give the kingdom a shake
& o my soul it's time to get down

He liked to kiss the boys
He liked to kiss the girls
He liked to kiss the inbetweeners
Rub his tongue on their gums
Rub his tongue on their gums
& lie with them
& lie to them
& light it up
I know your little secret
Watch my eyes
They see what you don't see
They see what you know
& what you think i don't know
Ah but now we both can share
Everything we've ever done
Everyone we've ever touched
You liked the boys and girls
I know your little secret
All the lies
All the hesitation
Won't bring me closer now
Won't you bring me close
I know your little secret