Clumsy

Hey what do you see
It's not me not me
Why won't you share
It's not fair
There's a bicycle show
Where the bicycles float
And I wouldn't of cared
I won't be the one who bothers you
I won't be the one who let's you down
Now that you're there
You're not scared
Why would you care
Its you dream
Not theirs
There's a cigarette thief
Stealing cigarette disease
I wish I was there

I've never seen your breath before
But I'm disgusted by the thought of
Waiting anymore
If I look up in your eyes
Will you notice me or
Fade into this accident

I don't want to find
The big dumb rocket on your mind
It's mostly you and mostly me
and a tired gun that's not empty

I've never been this sad before
But I'm disgusted by my fingertips
And what they've done

If I look into your eyes
If it must be true you must believe
I've never held such violent things
I've never talked to god before tonight
But I'm disgusted by...

Over there well he's wandering
Is oskar there is oskar alright
Was never cool not allowed to fit
He never knew what he liked
Over there he's the rubberman
A rubber dress with betty page eyes
Was never cool he's never settle down
He's not allowed to drive
He'll built a bridge then walk around
Don't ever call him dumb
He's not that bright
He's just not himself
I will take you somewhere
Somewhere to unwind
You're tangled up in all this shit
I will make you mine
Over there he's a superstar
A taximan and a young Einstein

i walked around my good intentions
And found that there were none
I blamed my father for the wasted years
We hardly talked
I never thought i would forget this hate
Then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong

If i don't make it known that
I've loved you all along
Just like the sunny days that
We ignore because
We're all dumb & jaded
And i hope to god i figure out
What's wrong

I walked around my room
Not thinking
Just sinking in this box
I blame myself for being too much
Like somebody else
I never thought i would just
Bend this way
Then a phone call made me realize
I'm wrong

Help yourself
If you know why you came
Cause if you need help she says...
There's something I've got saved
This is not what you wanted
These candy coated fakes
This is not what you wanted
This is pain

Anacin, we're stumbling again
It's the story of 100 aisles

Walk away from simple on a tray
Cause if you need help she says...
These fancy pills don't rate
This is not what you wanted
A miracle today

Time is not for sale today
Time seems so far away
You need more than this
Depressed come here try this

So you fucked this up again
It's time for you to leave
You never had many friends
And you thought this was alright
You're rushing to meditate
You should eat but probably wait
You never thought of yourself

Why are you shaking
Why are you right
When I will be the only one who gives
And lets you in tonight

Walk you could never walk away
From this speedfreak collagen
Caffeinated place
You were always reaching in
Looking for somewhere to go
Nobody needs to find out
Nobody needs to know what you know

So you wonder about the past
When you know that it's already been
Nothing seems to last
Can it last will it last