Pacifier

This is your one chance at my one thing
So take it all back now

Gonna take this back, my one thing
You hear what you want i hear you
I can feel your cut, it's coming
Do you want to fuel my one thing
God blind these eyes please kill my mind
And i take it down cause its gonna be my thing
Take this back

This thing, my thing, one thing, take it all back from me

I'll do what you want you scare me
And you puch my back cause you know my one thing
I can feel you now my thinking
Take this back my evil one thing
Take this back

This thing, my thing, one thing, take it all back from me

You see in me, what i have left for you
You see in me, why you think i left this for you
You see in me, now that it's over
You see in me and the farmer says to his garden, you're gonna die soon
And the doctor says to his patient, you're gonna die soon
And the leader says to his nation, you're gonna die soon
And the god says to his creation, you're gonna die now

Why cant you try to take this one thing, my thing take it
And i can't stick these hands up well
I can be why me got me, i can't fuck this shit
My one thing, my one thing

I laugh at you, as you cry with me, why must i feel hatred for you?
Uncle sammy tried to hurt, but he knows that we can't break his lies

Inside

One more paper, ten more murders, old man dart board, innocent extinction
Walk on my life, end ten thousand more lives
But he knows that we can't break his lies

Inside

I fear - exactly what you'll do to me
I fear - if i ever will be free
I fear - rip my heart out through my throat
I fear - a milllion screams i am one
I fear - sadist calling won't you come
I fear - faceles shell i am done
I fear - why see what you've done to me
I fear - you motherfuckin' wish you had

Sane closed my head shut now that i am painted black
Everything i am is gone, like you pushed me
I burned my hand, closed now, i close my soul from behind,
Now every time i wonder if my sodomy's gone

Repent my undercut (repent my lies)
Sewn shut nailed to myself (sewn shut my eyes)

Crushed ever deeper, i am dead there's no belief
Time to try more to care, nothing more, i care now
Everything is done, undone to keep myself a whole,
Try believe myself, believing everything i want

Repent my undercut (repent my lies)
Sewn shut nailed to myself (sewn shut my eyes)

Time to give myself peace, everything brought on leave
I try my hardest and there's too much now, every time there's no trust
All is gone, this part of you, my friend,
Send my friend now is gone but you'll see
Stained black neck and bloody hands, oh i am, damned i am
There's a dead whore at my feet, there's nothing
Give me my head - nothing more, i am dead
See my fate, my soul, my element is whole
Everyone done, no belief, sadness and an open dream
Unsure these books all read, death is fed through absent grief
All these pages and no one sees five years and a smoking gun
Now my blood it thickens and it all stops now

One time through the door, and on the floor
All i wanna be is just a little whore
All i wanna do what i wanna do to myself, i cut my itty bitty self
I can't think about you and what you wanna do, i should, i better stop myself cause you could be like that old man that said, and this is what he said to me:

I don't wanna feel this way anymore, cause i cannot take all this wont you save me

I don't need this shit to end this endless story, take my savior take my pacifier

Believe more in a core i've stored everything you said
Put my hell to bed now again, i dream bad ones as it seems this is why i cannot redeem
What i do everything i do is just for blame's sake, anyways and this is what he said to me, and anyway, and this is what he said to me, what he said to me

I don't udnerstand this, all pain pushed inside, all plastic frustration
Why you cannot be you, i am walking hate, all this surrounds me
I can't even try, i don't understand

Why i hate me

You do not see, i don't understand, in a mirror i see nothing
Why don't i see something, my mind my own prison, your face my own toy
I have no honest reflection, i don't understand

Why i hate me

See what i am, everything has changed, and i can't find my own mind
Cause everything feels dead

I can't feel
I am numb
A perfect person

Kill me

Found out what i'm doing, i can't find my head