Home From Home

Yeah, yeah, yeah...
I hate myself when going
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Hear me I sound like a Beatle
I get cold feet when the pressure is on
You can't see me coz I'm lost like a needle
In a haystack yeah I'm almost gone
Like a mouse follows the flute
Or like a mute who can't dispute I fall in line with you

Mouse more than Man, yes I am
You know I wanna say no and just stick to my own plan
Mouse more than Man, yes I am
Coz yet I go with the flow
See me as a chameleon, a cheap shot
I change my cast for anybody's best
But I'm not free I feel more like a robot
That is programmed to please the rest
So whatever you want I'll do
Whenever you want me to I will agree with you

Mouse more than Man, yes I am
You know I wanna say no and just stick to my own plan
Mouse more than Man, yes I am
Coz yet I go with the flow
Yeah, yeah, yeah...
I hate myself when going
Yeah, yeah, yeah
No more sound like a Beatle
Those cold feet are for yesterday
No more getting the needle
I cannot care about what others say

Mouse more than Man, yes I am
You know I wanna say no and just stick to my own plan
Mouse more than Man, yes I am
Coz yet i go with the flow before the shit hits the fan
Yeah, yeah, yeah...
This is my last time going
Yeah, yeah, yeah...

I alway knew you were a keeper
Maybe not exactly from day one
Guess I never wanted it to be overdone
And even though you are a sleeper
Well, to me that's never been a crime
And after all you woke up in time

So now you're back on your feet again
Now you're back to compete with men
Now you're back and it took some time
To get from misery to prime
Now you're back onto change the world
Now you're back and I say : Go, Girl!
Now you're back and you do just fine
`Coz after rainy days the sun will shine

I know I've been part of reasons
Why you sometimes felt so sore
And I'm sorry I didn't give you more
But now you're heading better seasons
And your mom she's watching you
From above with fingers crossed for everything you do

So now you're back on your feet again
Now you're back to compete with men
Now you're back and it took some time
To get from misery to prime
Now you're back onto change the world
Now you're back and I say : Go, Girl!
Now you're back and you do just fine
So don't resign
`Coz after rainy days the sun will shine

It doesn't matter what others say
Even those you call friends
Don't leave it out for another day
This might be your big chance

You're the one always beside me
When I'm lost you're always to guide me
It's about time I give you something back
I'm the one selfish and greedy
Never care enough what you needed
But even still you had the strength to get back in the end

I gotta learn how to lose and to choose my own wars
I gotta understand it's not me against the world no more
When you are sure as hell then I don't know
You are so pure and well when I am low
When you say "Sure as hell" then I say no

A spoke in your whell yeah like a bugging fly
A thorn in your side just like a constant red fly
On being an ass I've really been a pro
So can i say no?!

I know I've tread on your toes and it shows who I am
And all these situations and relations from the start
They were damned
I feel a need to stop when you say go
I am indeed a flop if you say so
I feel a need to stop so I say no

A spoke in your whell yeah like a bugging fly
A thorn in your side just like a constant red fly
On being an ass I've really been a pro
What can i say?

I think I've been wrong in this family affair
It's been too long that we got used
To everything unfair
I'm out there trying to put on the charms
But inside I'm crying
When I remember how you cut your arms

Here comes happiness for dogs like us
And I just hope it's gonna last
The drugs they give you
Are something I don't trust
At least when side effects come fast
Just like in the past

Everyone is not stable
We all got our ups and downs
They gave you a albel
And pills to make you drowse
I do not trust them coz I've seen you fall
What's to discuss
When you almost lost the will to live at all

Here comes happiness for dogs like us
And I just hope it's gonna last
The drugs they give you
Are something I don't trust
When side effects come fast
Just like in the past
When side effects came fast
Happiness it never lasts

Almost twenty years of fighting
For your health not too exiting
And I know there's so much more that I could do
But you just never give up
Hope that one day you will live up
And regain what belongs to nobodoy else but you

So now I got a Black Eye
Even though I never got smacked
But if I get a retry
Then I will try to give back
Your were the one who got jacked
And I hope you will forgive me
For whenever I capsize

I know that you can see it in my eyes
I'm not myself right now
My biggest problem is to compromise
But I'm sure I would know how
I show my tragedy with my Black eye

I've been the one to deny
Everything that you do
I said it's all a big lie
Always questioning you
Even though you've been true
And I know that I've been nothing more
Than just a jealous guy

But everybody's talking about you
All the time about things you do
And that's the only time I do realize
That I do love being close to you
And everybody's laughing with you
Guess taht's the thing that I just can't stand
I'm selfish more than I am a man

Walkin around the streets of Linn

For six weeks I had this job
Cleaning the local hospital
The pay was o.k. but I didn't like to swab
So I changed it for a bass guitar
Bordedom was my companion
Stuck to me like glue
But I broke the bond
To make some dreams come true

Like a street to a hustler, a face to the soul
It's the one and the only place we control
It's our reality, not just a poem
It's a place that we call home

For some time I went to school
Tried to learn what's right and wrong
I didn't like their schemes
I couldn't buy their rules
So I went back to where I belong
You gotta love the sound
Of that guitar and the bass
The snare it sounds like a gunfire
It's like a thousand decibel punch in the face

East or West ? well home is the best!
Though I sometimes feel like a clown
But I've also had the feeling. Yes!
That I'm unstoppable
And that no one can bring me down

Step right in
Erase what's on your mind
Step right in
Leave everything behind
Leave it behind