Lifer

Take another hit and it makes me big again
In, out, and around my head again
Here, and i'm never giving up because i don't wanna leave today
My situation declines
The tension rises above everything i see
Let it go
Let it go
You can't have everything now
One more hit to forget the path again
Now i'm on my back again
Down, and i'm never getting up because i don't wanna move today
My motivation declines
The temperature rises above everything i feel
Let it go
Let it go
You can't have everything now
Let it go
Let it go
You can't have everything now
You've seen this happen before
You know it's not a mistake
If you've seen it before you'll see it again
You fell asleep when i was awake
You left me blind
Left behind
When all i feel is hate
All that i hate
All i've hated
Let it go
Let it go
You can't have everything now
Let it go
Let it go
You can't have everything now
You can't have everything, now

No use running i see you there
No use hiding or lying i'm becoming you
I'll be all that i'll be
Beautiful, pitiful
Beautifully, pitiful
Look at yourself
What do you see now?
Ugly somehow
I am ugly
You are ugly
We're all ugly in the mirror.
Clear day
Sunny day
Now cloudy day, good day
My pain lasting too long
But i love what i've become
Beautiful, pitiful
Beautifully, pitiful
Look at yourself
What do you see now?
Ugly somehow
I am ugly
You are ugly
We're all ugly in the mirror.
I'm not mentioning any names.
I'm not mentioning any names.
I'm not mentioning any names.
I'm not mentioning any names.
Look at yourself
What do you see now?
Ugly somehow
I am ugly
You are ugly
We're all ugly in the mirror.
I am ugly
You are ugly
We're all ugly in the mirror.

As i wake
I open my eyes
I find, i realize
My drive was so far but close enough to go
Compelled by someone or something
Who knows the real me?
I showed you everything and you took from me
Spit it out
Pull it out
I come when i'm amused by you.
So take my hand
Will you show me what you like?
I will show you what i like
Will you touch me there?
While i'm touching you
If i told you i loved you and without you i would die
I lied to you
I lied to you
Fuck me!
Spit it out
Pull it out
I come when i'm amused by you
Spit it out
Pull it out
I cum only when i'm in you
If i told you that i lied
If i told you that i lied
I'm a liar.
It might be in you
It might be masturbation
Find comfort in you
Feel my desperation
On your skin
On your lips
On your toungue
In your mouth
Do you spit?
Do you swallow?
It might be in you
It might be masturbation
Find comfort in you
Feel my desperation
On your skin
On your lips
On your toungue
In your mouth
Do you spit?
Do you swallow?
Spit it out
Pull it out
I come when i'm amused by you
Spit it out
Pull it out
I cum only when i'm in you
Do you realize my drive

Tell me when you've had enough
I know i need some
Really? huh? do you want some of this?
Do you wanna try?
Do you think that you've had enough?
You tell me you're falling in love
But i know that you sleep alone
Really? huh? do you want some of this?
Do you wanna cry?
Do you still think that you love me?
I believe in nothing but me
(i asked you something)
(you think you know everything)
(i don't believe that shit)
(can you believe this shit?)
You tell me you think you are right
But i know that you are not
Really? huh? do you want some of this?
Do you wanna try?
Do you still think you are right?
I believe in nothing but me
(i asked you something)
(you think you know everything)
(i don't believe that shit)
(can you believe this shit?)
I believe in nothing but me
(i asked you a question)
(you think you know everything)
(i don't believe that shit)
(can you believe this shit?)
I believe in nothing but me
(i asked you something)
(you think you know everything)
(i don't believe that shit)
(can you believe this shit?)

It's raining
I know you think that everyone is looking at you
Why do you think everyone is looking at you?
You think it's funny?
Well i'm starting to
You better get in
It's raining on your parade
You better go back inside
Before the big one comes and washes us all away
I know you think that everyone is looking at you
Why do you think everyone is looking at you?
You think you're stunning
Well i'm stunning too
You better get in
It's raining on your parade
You better go back inside
Before the big one comes and washes us all away
When the sun shines
And dries up all of the rain
It's all the same, it doesn't matter
But if it doesn't shine
And take away the blame
Then it's not the same
It's not the same
You wanted this, another point of view
And then i saw another side of you
Roses turn black when i'm blue
Fuck me?
Well fuck you too!
It's raining on your parade
You better go back inside
Before the big one comes and washes us all away
When the sun shines
And dries up all of the rain
It's all the same, it doesn't matter
But if it doesn't shine
And take away the blame
Then it's not the same
It's not the same

Come and take a look at what i've got inside
Steppin' up to me will make you question your mind
So step up! step up! and eat a piece of your pride
Even the big look kind of small
If you're gonna snooze ya' lose and don't forget it
And if it happens again guess you're never gonna get it
You'll never learn that you'll never knock me over
If you're offended by a freak stop coming to the show.
No name calling everthing will change
What will you do now that everthing is rearranged?
How can you sit there and laugh about the things that i do when i try?
Would you try for me?
I'm fed up with everything but me
When i think back to how it used to be
Sit there and watch me pretend
You bore me now
You bore me now
(what am i supposed to think?)
Boring, somehow you think you're so much better than me
Come and take a look at what i've got inside
Steppin' up to me will make you question your mind
So step up! step up! and eat a piece of your pride
Even the big look kind of small
If you're gonna snooze ya' lose and don't forget it
And if it happens again guess you're never gonna get it
You'll never learn that you'll never knock me over
If you're offended by a freak stop coming to the show.
No name calling everthing will change
What will you do now that everthing is rearranged?
How can you sit there and laugh about the things that i do when i try?
Would you try for me?
I'm fed up with everything but me
When i think back to how it used to be
Sit there and watch me pretend
You bore me now
You bore me now
(what am i supposed to think?)
Boring, somehow you think you're so much better than me
You bore me now
You bore me now
(what am i supposed to think?)
Boring, somehow you think you're so much better than me
Come and take a look at what i've got inside
Steppin' up to me will make you question your mind
So step up! step up! and eat a piece of your pride
Even the big look kind of small
No name calling everthing will change
What will you do now that everthing is rearranged?
How can you sit there and laugh about the things that i do when i try?
Would you try for me?
I'm fed up with everything but me
When i think back to how it used to be
Sit there and watch me pretend
You bore me now
You bore me now
(what am i supposed to think?)
Boring, somehow you think you're so much better than me
You bore me now
You bore me now
(what am i supposed to think?)
Boring, somehow you think you're so

Why do you insist that you are right and i am wrong?
I know i'm no jesus christ
But i'm no different than you
What if i was everything you wanted?
Would you still point and laugh me?
I cried once but never again
Not again
I am not like you
So you don't like me
I am not like you
You are so resistant
Never listening to anything other than what's familiar
Unfamiliar with everyone else
What if i was everything you wanted?
Would you still point and laugh me?
I cried once but never again
Not again
I am not like you
So you don't like me
I am not like you
What if i was everything you wanted?
Would you still point and laugh me?
I cried once but never again
Not again
I am not like you
So you don't like me
I am not like you
I am not like you
So you don't like me
I am not like you