Teaching Revenge

they are waiting in line he says
deteriorating away he says
money flushed by month he says
i won't wait in line he says
they just sit and eat and sit and eat he says
their staring at a wall
guys younger than me he says
they put me away
i'm really alive/ they wait to die
i came here to resist
i'm not waiting in line

too sick to move/ too poor for help/ prices going up/ i'm getting worse
help is getting farther out of reach for the answers to my illness
someone please help me get through/ for the answers seeking wellness
who's gonna help when my body's broken
my wallet's broke and i can't afford to be alive
80 years old and no one cares/ 16 years old and no one cares
45 and no one cares/ no one cares if i am alive or if i die
we have a problem when no one can afford to stay alive
and we are all bordering suicide

its easier to go through the motions
to exemplify what we want to be
to convince those around us or to convince ourselves
maybe we motivate others
secretly motivating ourselves
can you relate
to my words with certainty
you consume for you
and that's okay
we were taught
to behave this way
we see what is done and said
taking it for what we will
but why do they do or say it
self help you do it for you
we got something out of it all