Discover My Soul

I'm feeling my mind is
Blowing me out of place right now
I cannot deny it
So I won't and I keep defying

Those lies you toss, your fake love's a loss
Is why I can't rely and have no trust
In you - yes, it's true, I'm thru with you
Cause if I look back this ain't straight out of the blue

Hah - you don't have a clue - but - what's up
With all of these times when you never stood by me
You never been with me, you never said once at all that you'd miss me

I can't deny it's true - I can't rely on you

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Don't have no faith no more in you
I CAN'T RELY ON YOU
Can't walk a mile no more with you
I CAN'T RELY ON YOU
You're full of lies and nothing's true
I CAN'T RELY ON YOU
I know it's tough but true - I can't rely on you

I wonder have you once
Tried to walk the way I thought we could
Selfrighteous, all you stress
What was right, what was wrong, let me guess

The thing was never born guess
I've been ripped and torn
Just to please your life but now I feel scorn
You fool - what do you think I am? - a tool?
I sure will forget your name

Cool, 'cause I can't stand or understand
Just how much for your sake,
Just how much I could take
When you were trying to break,
When you were trying to fake
The whole world I tried to save but now I just hate

I can't deny it's true - I can't rely on you

Hey yo! This is Dee Bullit from Da P-Pack Posse
Yo, Some motherfuckers tryin' to sweat my homies from the H-Blockx
But we ain't going out like that, yo, ya listen up real good

H-Blockx rollin with Da P-Pack

Once again - c'mon - here it is gee,
I'm gonna get things straight you better hear me,
All ya slingers and fiends of ours lookin for trouble
Ya better gitcha ass out on the double

Cuz I'll wake and take ya, shake and bake ya,
Come and forsake ya to try to make ya,
Understand the plan that is programmed,
Because you find yourself in our promised land

God damned, fools, ya best back up
All you grudging suckers who try to crack up
What we got and what we came to achieve,
Hey yo ya better leave

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Step back - yo ya suckers better get off my back - step back
Step back - go on - ya better get packed - step back (3x)
H-Blockx rollin with Da P-Pack

Ya carry your head too far above your shoulders,
The longer ya fuss man, my blood runs colder
Older and older and older I get,
Cause of the news and the fucked up little lies you spread

Get packed - MOVE - ya better step back,
If you just envy what I have, I'll share the stack,
Just refrain from the pain that you bring me,
You wanna know all about me just ring me

To hell with all the prejudice about me,
If ya only fuss and discuss me ya really disgust me,
ya know, one thing's gotta be understood,
I'm a bad motherfucker, gonna wish you would...

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Won't you step back - won't you step back

Feel insanity tonight
Lost with one long cry
Try to break the loneliness
No succesful try

Heard that cry a thousand times
Did not see the light
I didn't know him demanding
One last fatal try

Now I understand his lonely cry...

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I heard him cry
I heard him cry but I didn't know
I heard him cry, I heard him cry...

Missed to say good bye that night,
Haunted by his cry
I never knew the reason why
I guess I just thought of 'I'

Words were drowned by rain or tears
Didn't know what he said
I try to recall the happy years
These minutes just leave me sad

Now I understand his lonely cry

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No pain no gain is the flame in your brain
And I can't tell you 'you can't do it'
You will taste the pain
You gotta be tough and rough like any superstar
That you see on TV and what is called a gangsta

Hah, hah, hah, you really think you could be
Just with the hat on your head and a fist like an O.G.
Mad it is you know to think you are
Hardcore as the guys in L.A. are

Well, my pal, you don't need all that hardcore
Yo motherfucker, you know what's your fist for
To put a brick upon a brick now won't you quit
Yet to give me that bullshit cause this is not america
Don't give me that bullshit cause this is not america

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This is not - ah this is not
This is not - this is not america

There's people getting sprayed with the bullet of pain
By the media the guns and you're the aim
Again 'n' again 'n' again 'n' again
An american media don't make a man

Of all you soft ice wanna T's - ah who you wanna be?
Be an invidual; show personality
Take all it takes to be somebody else
And don't belive all of what the hype tells

Cause if you're down with yourself, and if you're down with your soul
- Ah, you will quick understand what this was for
Don't think you gotta be like the 'homies' are
Cause all you want is bliss and this is not america
Cause all you want is bliss and this is not america

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I don't know what to say, I'm crying everyday
I'm talking to you slowly, but you don't know what I mean
Get down with reality, here's my resume
You never ever knew me cause you never loved me

I-I-I I'm looking for renewal
I-I-I won't forget about you
I-I-I many girls are on my mind
But the only problem is
That you're on my mind too

Tell me how you feel about us,
Don't you remember yesterday?

Chorus:
How do you feel, how do you feel,
How do you feel, how do you feel...

I don't know what to do, there's no one else but you
I know that I'm in love but I don't know about you
I'm messed up in my world, reality is blurred
I don't know how you feel,
That's why I'm messed up in this world

I-I-I I'm looking for renewal
I-I-I won't forget about you
I-I-I many girls are on my mind
But the only problem is
That you're on my mind too

Tell me how you feel about us,
Don't you remember yesterday?

Chorus:
How do you feel, how do you feel,
How do you feel, how do you feel...

Tell me how you feel about us,
Don't you remember yesterday?

I'm not scared of your tomorrow,
(how do you feel?)
I just think about today
(how do you feel?)
I'm not crying out for yesterday
(how do you feel?)
Just tell me now exactly how you feel...

Chorus:
How do you feel, how do you feel,
How do you feel, how do you feel...

It's allright, I close my eyes and look at you
What I see is your smile shining bright at me

Can you feel it? Yeah
Can you feel it? Yeah

When I'm down I shut my mouth and talk to you
And you smile and close your eyes and look at me

Can you feel it? Yeah
Can you feel it? Yeah

Duality of mind, duality of mind

It's allright, I shut my mind and die tonight
And you'll see that I killed duality in mind

Can you feel it? Yeah
Can you feel it? Yeah

Duality of mind, duality of mind

Why do I panic? This shit is manic
I got it going on and I don't know where it's coming from
I feel no strenght in, I have no trust in
Myself or anything I liked that's gone so long

Might be a timeshock - that I took
Might be my love - love that I locked
Might be my heart - hard as a rock
All I know I never knew this lifehook

Damn this is tragic, where is the magic
Where's all the glitter, gleam those things
I dream my selfesteem

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I've got to, got to, got to
I've got to find a way

Guess I am static, full automatic
There is this fear for me to take and pull it all inside

How can I - break my prison?
How can I - get a vision?
How can I - find some wisdom?
All I know I need a fast desiscion

Damn can I try it, I don't deny it
From dark to dawn from dawn to light your brown eyes turned life bright

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