I Am

Last night when you called me
I wasn't out with any other girl
And I wanted you to know that I care
As my true love or as friends it all depends on the benefits that you give me
Why won't you kiss me?.

If you want to be part of me then you've got to have all of me
Open up your eyes to compromise

The other day, you played a game with me
We took the path train into the city
Somehow I just knew you were mad
It was the wrong train they all look the same
Graffiti painted windows and waiting with no seating..
I took a beating

If you want to be part of me then you've got to have all of me
Open up your eyes to compromise

I am your knight in shining armor
I am your night when days get harder
I am always here for you

And even though I am yellow cause the other fellow's gone
And even though I am blue because I am not that strong
Green means to go I don't know why I'm just standing here
I am here.. I am

I hope and I pray that this wall of illusion will all fall one-day, someday
Someday I know I'll make it happen, someday
I try, yes I am trying
but I'm more afraid of living than I ever was of dying

Am I what I am I am I am lonely I am lost
searching for a reason no matter what it costs
I need to believe is this all there is to me

Someday x7

Bloody wounds make old scars
no-one said it would be easy, does it have to be so hard
Someday, someday,
someday something good is gonna happen, someday
I try, yes I am trying
but I'm more afraid of giving than I ever was of loving

Am I what I am I am I am lonely I am lost
searching for a reason no matter what it costs
I need to believe is this all there is to me

no more reason to be shy
no more pain to hold inside
no more fear, no more blame
no more need to compromise

Another time, another place
tired of this middle-ground and so ashamed to show my face
Someday, someday
Someday I know I'll make it happen, someday
I try, yes I am trying
I am so so sick of hurting and I've had enough of crying

Am I what I am I am I am lonely I am lost
searching for a reason no matter what it costs

Someday x7

Someday I know I'll make it happen
Someday I know
Someday (to fade)

[Girl singing]
Too many years have gone by we're still strugglin
We fuss and fight think it's time for new boogining
But everytime I think that I just can't take no more
I pack my bags change my mind and I never go
Should I go, should I stay, should I go
I don't, really know

[Hook]
I don't really want to go, I don't really want to stay, nooo
I don't really want to go, I don't really want to stay, stay [2x]

[Keak Da Sneak]
See ma you runnin me away with ya ways
Got me leavin and not comin home til the next day
And I ain't never comin back to the house til I get some respect
Or I'ma be up in jail for breakin ya neck
I done tried to hard just to make things work
And arguments go too far til ya feelings get hurt
They got me packin my bags but you don't want me to go
Now I'm off to the next braud but I ain't feelin this hoe
I did it fast but now I'm tryin to live life slow
But I'm a man so I reap what I sew
It ain't all about dough 'cause you can't take that witcha
And it seems like you want me to hitcha
So before I do that I'ma leave everything behind
No 30 days when I avict you out my mind, before I do that

[Hook 2x]

[Girl singing]
I'd be wrong if I put all the blame on you
'cause I admit through issues I got problems too
But what do you act sometimes like you don't give a damn
You leave me at home, all alone, when I really need my man, I

[Keak Da Sneak]
See I hustle to get money just to catch yo eye
Can't incriminate myself, that's why I lie
They say it takes a man to be a man and I'm a grown one
This rap game got me on one
And it's a destiny thang, so I don't wear a platinum watch and a chain
I'm just tryin to head shot ya brain
You can catch me in a 2K3 Range, 4 point some change
Drinkin Remy, blowin zips of the pain
You want a L7 lame, or a nigga in the game
You a thug, he tryin to make you the same

I need a, I need a woman that's down for adventure
To drive through a do not enter, skurr

[Hook 2x]

A time that's for myself, I know just what I've done
And there's no reprieve so I'll always run
Awakened from the dark, I hold it in my heart
The secrets that we keep, my aching soul must sleep

I know just how you feel, the way I'm fucked up here
But still I can't reveal the emptiness I fear
I cannot find a way, I think I'm past that day
Where there's no return, when will I ever learn?

I'm holding on... I'm holding on,
To a hope less broken

Let's watch the days go on, forget all that we've known
And as the sun goes down you'll laugh at all we've done
Just drink it all away, you'll forget every day
And as your life goes by, you'll laugh until you cry.

I'm holding on... I'm holding on,
To a life less broken...