Something Special

Someday when i'm over you
And when i think i'm able to
Well, i might try to be
Your friend again
But your restless heart
And rovin' eyes
My jealousy, these
Endless fights
I've got to get out of your life
Or i will never mend
Chorus:

I guess i'll die a bit each day
But i'm always dying anyway
And i don't have the heart to
Stay, and i can't take the pain
I know we've tried to no avail
Our heaven now has
Turned to hell
The same old hurt
We know so well
And something's got
To change

We both know it's got to end
The passion's gone
It's just pretend
And one of us have got
To make the move
We might as well just give it up
We've lost respect and
There's no trust
And without this, there's
No real love
It's just some sad excuse

2nd chorus:

I guess i'll die a bit each day
But i'm always dying anyway
And there's nothing left but walk away
Ain't this a crying shame
A change of pace
A change of heart
A change of place
A place to start
And we'll be better off apart
Our only chance is change

Tag:

And we never will
But something has to change

Fade:

But someday when i'm over you
And when i think i'm able to
Then i will try to be your friend again
But i don't want to see
Your face 'til then
Change, i need a change
I need a change
We need a change

I flew off to the wild blue yonder
'cause i had a dream
And i had to go
But i'm filled with a sense of wonder
From the love i shared
With a green-eyed boy
Lips as sweet as mountain honey
A body warm as home made wine
But he had no dreams
And no means for money
But he had me just anytime

Chorus:

Take me back, if just in memory
Fill my cup again with joy
The fire still burns in the old rock chimney
And i still burn for that green-eyed boy

Now he was pretty
With chiseled features
Like the movie stars in the magazines
My first love and the son of a preacher
I fantasized me was james dean

But the world outside kept pulling at me
Offered me fame, respect, and gold
Designer clothes and a fancy mansion
Expensive cars, so i chose those

Repeat chorus twice

Ooh, ooh, how i love that green-eyed boy
Ooh, ooh, ooh, and i still miss
That green-eyed boy

Fade:

Do you think about me
When the nights are long and cold
Do you ever miss me
Do you my green-eyed boy

If i should stay
Well, i would only be in your way
And so i'll go, and yet i know
That i'll think of you each step of my way
And i will always love you
I will always love you
Bitter-sweet memories
That's all i have, and all i'm taking with me
Good-bye, oh, please don't cry
'cause we both know that i'm not
What you need
I will always love you
I will always love you
And i hope life, will treat you kind
And i hope that you have all
That you ever dreamed of
Oh, i do wish you joy
And i wish you happiness
But above all this
I wish you love
I love you, i will always love

I, i will always, always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you

Maybe because it's too good to be true
Maybe because i want it so much
Maybe i fear you don't really mean it
For i feel i'm never enough
But i want you more
Than i ever wanted
Anything i can recall
But something inside
Keeps saying you'll hurt me
Do i dare to trust it at all

Chorus:

Teach me to trust
Darling you must
Or else i'll go out of my mind
When i'm not near you
I always fear you
Have somebody else on the line

Is it a fear
Or is it a knowing
A jealousy born out of truth
'cause i watch you flirt
And it's how you embrace
Them with your eyes
That say i could lose

2nd chorus:

Teach me to trust
Make me feel loved
Tell me i've no need to fear
Just make me feel safe
Whatever it takes
Tell me what i need to hear

'cause i need to feel
Important and special
Your cherished and only true love
And sometimes i think
I'll die from this feeling
If you don't teach me to trust

Tag:

Can't you reach me
And teach me to trust

The truth is too painful
This moment too real
Saying good-bye
But loving you still
Too late to start over
We've tried that before
And i just don't have it in me
To try anymore
Chorus:

But i know i'll miss you
And i know i'll cry
I know you loved me
And i know you've tried
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever do in my life
But i know no good way
Of saying good-bye

2nd chorus:

I know i'll miss you
And i know i'll cry
I know you loved me
And i know i'll ask why
I know i'll have moments
When i'll want to die
But i know no good way
Of saying good-bye

Tag:

And the longest night
I'll ever spend will be tonight
'cause i know no good way of saying