1. _ Save His Soul
Music & lyrics: brendan hill
Hot lights across his face
They told him he was just a disgrace
Stripped down like a frightened child
A shadow stood before him
He thought he saw a smile
Guilty of nothing more than fear
It was the dogs of war that sent him here
Caught across enemy lines
Shot in the back
Now he's running out of time
They all said they loved him
But where were they all now
Thinking about his hometown
Back in new york city
A slap across his face
Brings him back to this painful place
He would not talk god save his soul
They took him out and beat him
His mind felt cold
A change takes place
It makes you feel numb
Realizing you're just a man
Can make your soul want to run
Standing in the firing line
The smoke fills his lungs one last time
And with his last breath he cries out
Dear god what have i done
A shot rings out
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2. _ Conquer Me
Music: bobby sheehan
Lyrics: john popper
Hail to you my mountain climber busy at your task
I know you're in a hurry but there's something i must ask
Do you ever get lonely climbing up so high
If you don't want to answer me i can understand why
If i told you a secret, would you want to know more
I've got a challenge i hope you won't ignore
Conquer me figure me out and set me free
I've got a hundred million things to show you as many more to see
But only if you conquer me
Sometimes i get this precious view and the grand scheme shows its face
When all is in harmony it can be such a lonely place
The melody is sad and sweet, and the dance i do is fun
Yes i love this precious view but i'm staring at the sun
For as pretty the picture, i share this view alone
Will anyone stoop to grasp this gauntlet i have thrown
Conquer me figure me out and set me free
I've got a hundred million things to show you as many more to see
But only if you conquer me
Hail to all you mountain climbers all you dreamers on the run
I'm your self appointed solicitor but now i speak to only one
Whoever she is now, and whoever she'll become
I'd like to ask her to hurry please and if she's walking could she run
It's not my impatience though perhaps just there i lied
It's just i'm feeling invincible and it has me terrified
Conquer me figure me out and set me free
Conquer me figure me out and set me free
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3. _ Love & Greed
Music: chan kinchla
Lyrics: john popper
I want to tell you about something special
I want to tell you what makes men need
I think i'm talking 'bout what we all get into
I think i'm talking 'bout love & greed
You can take it anyway but take it at your own speed
'cause you wouldn't be the first to fall to love & greed
A man in love willing to walk through fire
A greedy man like a moth to a flame
A man in love willing to go half crazy
A greedy man likely to go insane
You can take it anyway but take it at your own speed
'cause you wouldn't be the first to fall to love & greed
So the trap's been set and you've took the bait
You saw it all go down just a little too late
But now you're hooked and to your surprise
You saw how some of it was real and some was lies
But you're in too deep 'cause you care too much
And there's never been a cure for that as such
You could see prison bars or call it home sweet home
But like it or not you're no longer alone
A man in love don't know what he's doing
A greedy man always says he does
A man in love sold his soul up the river
That's where a greedy man's soul always was
You can take it anyway but take it at your own speed
'cause you wouldn't be the first to fall to love & greed
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4. _ Love Of My Life
Music: john popper
Lyrics: s. samaroo and john popper
I just couldn't cry
No matter how hard i try
I knew the love we shared was dead
Until she gave me a letter
With some words she wrote down
And i swear this is what she said
She said...
Love of my life our first night together
We sat in the rain and talked forever
Love of my life your carefree way
Showed me the potential of each and
Every day
But love of my life
When you told me today
That my place was gone
In your carefree way
I realized...
She said...
She said love of my life now i finally see
A carefree way wasn't meant for me
The pain i feel you just can't understand
You'd think it as fire, pull away your hand
But love of my life
When you told me today
That my place was gone in your carefree
Way
I realized...
You know she realized she must learn for
Once on her own not to let her days burn
Because she's alone
She needed to learn for once on her own
Not to let her days burn
Because she's alone
She needed to learn for once on her own
Not to let her days burn
Because she's alone
She said...
Love of my life your arms were never shy
To hold me tight when i needed to cry
Love of my life you made me believe
And for that i do love you but i know i
Must leave
Because love of my life
When you told me today
That my place was gone
In your carefree way
I realized...
Oh yes she realized, and for once so did i
Because it occurred to me the love of my
Life was she
And then and only then i started to cry
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5. _ Whoops
Music & lyrics: john popper
Have you ever seen an atom
Little bits of everything floating by
Take a good look at them
Collectively they compose all you see including your eye
Brilliant puzzle
A living rubix cube we think we can figure out and solve
But we're just monkeys
Scratching our heads trying to open our ears
To a chord that just won't seem to resolve
And we call it wisdom
Yes intellect in our truest sense of the word
You see for us security means a harmony
According to only what we have heard
And this along and nothing less
Will ease our heart and our mind
In the hopes that in feeling free we'll reach paradise
On that hilltop we're still trying to find
But the possibility exists no matter how scary it may seem
That paradise was once the world and it wasn't just a dream
The earth was our heaven and we didn't know there were rules for us to break
And maybe now we'll find out too late what a clever hell we can make
Whoops
Whoops
In this corner
Weighing in at almost every weight imaginable...
Life, and all that surrounds it
And in this corner
Weighing in at well, not really very much of anything;
A very sound and user friendly idea
On finally bringing that pesky mountain to mohammed
Gentlemen at the sound of the harmonica solo you may come out fighting
Take a look at the horizon
Quiet and still
You know there used to be bison
Gentlemen you may fire at will
They say this land won't go to waste
But you gotta wonder how
You know we're chopping down the air we breathe
As fodder for the cow
That's right so we can eat well
Yes and starve to death
And say there's nothing we can do
Because we really don't want to do a goddamn thing
Look i'm shrugging and so are you
We can imagine the straightest of lines
But our fingers can't control the pen
And it's this frustration that yields relief
As we say we're just mortal men
And that means we get to torture a chimpanze
And infect him with disease
Because he screams just like a human child
While we study his desperate pleas
But the possibility exists no matter how scary it may seem
That paradise was once the world and it wasn't just a dream
The earth was our heaven and we didn't know there were rules for us to break
And maybe now we'll find out too late what a clever hell we can make
Whoops
Whoops
While we're on the subject you know my conscience hurts
And it will not go away
So please concoct me some pill i can take
While i think of something clever to say
So i can look in my mirror made of polished glass
And find no need to cringe
And forget that sinking feeling i'm a dinosaur
Out on his drunken last binge
...from fossil to fossil
Dust to dust
I'll see you all in the earthy crust
Whoops
Whoops
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6. _ Manhattan Bridge
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7. _ Defense & Desire
Music: bobby sheehan
Lyrics: john popper
Step in from the rain
It's the nightingales on 2nd avenue and i can't complain
It's a busy night
The regulars know me but all the same they decide i'm alright
Whiskey hit me fast
Don't mess with that stranger over there he'll do the same & you both may last
No i won't regret
The air is thick and wet
With defense & desire
Little girl what you doing here
Don't mess with that vampire in the corner who beckons you near
Are you waiting for the band to play
It's too loud in here for words but those staring eyes have much to say
If you meet those eyes in fun
Could be trouble for you if you don't back up what you've begun
No i won't regret
The air is thick and wet
With defense & desire
Gonna run the show someday
Gonna buy this bar and everything in it and run it all my way
Talk to you about it till dawn
Tell you all my plans and twisted dreams until the blow is gone
By providence i'm sent
Into this unsuspecting tavern to build and feed on your discontent
No i won't regret
The air is thick and wet
With defense & desire
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8. _ Believe Me
Music: chan kinchla
Lyrics: john popper
I can feel your pity
I can feel your pain
And they're never going to bother you again
Well i don't know how
And i ain't sure why
But i promise you i'm really gonna try
Believe me
I hate tribulation
Don't want no trial
I can conquer with my state of denial
And i want to save you
So i guess i can
When i grow up i'll be a faith healing man
Believe me
When all is said and done
We've already won
When all is said and done
We've already won
You feel like you're part of the plan
When you want to be a faith healing man
Believe me
When all is said and done
We've already won
When all is said and done
We've already won
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9. _ Fledgling
Music & lyrics: john popper
Raise your head
Meagerest of fledglings
And breathe in deep
And cease to cry
For life it beats within you
To fix upon the sky
And fix upon...
The sky
Is beckoning your coming
Your feathered nest
Has grown too small
The wind
Is here to greet you
Spread your wings and simply fall
Spread your wings and simply fall
Spread your wings
Spread your wings and simply...
Fall
Into the rushing air
And struggle
And fight to rise above
And then surrender
To your freedoms
For these are the pains of love
And these are the many pains of love
And many, many are the pains of ...love
That frightening fall has become a friend
With gravity now do you play
Inches from death and the frozen ground
And then away
The clouds separate to reveal the warmth
Of the goldenest bright shining sea
Nigh falls and it's gone again
But now you're free
To give it chase
And to...
Soar through heaven
Mightiest of eagles
And rule your minions
Of the sky
The earth
Is far below you
Once it s prisoner now do you fly
Once just a fledgling now
Do you fly
Now my fledgling now my fledgling do you
Fly...free
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10. _ Trina Magna
Music & lyrics: john popper
As i
Was taught to lead
I was fed well
On what had come before
Everyone
Who had ever lived
Left a lesson
Regarding what's in store
They
Were just like you and me
Guessing their asses off
Oh yes, they tried to guess well
It's our turn now
I hope we're forgiven
Chalk it up to knowledge and change
And life itself
And as i
Shall learn to follow
I'll feed the leaders
With everything i can
They'll
Bring revolutions
That try as i may
I just won't understand
They
Will be just like you and me
Pretending they're not guessing
As if we couldn't tell
It'll be their turn then
I hope we can forgive them
Chalk it up to knowledge and change
And life itself
It seems a cycle that we all seem to share
The passing from hand to hand of our pride and despair
Both parent and child cry apathy but everybody cares
And then we vanish in thin air
And only time is there
Time and a legacy...
History holds questions for everyone
A story that's only just begun
Blind passed the goddamn horizon
Sees more than father less than son
Life and death merely pretending
We're part of the infinite ending
We
Are gonna teach and learn
We're gonna get fed well
And then we shall feed
We
We are ancient
We are brand spanking new
We shall follow and lead
Cause we
Are simply you and me
In proving our traditions
On the brink of heaven and hell
We each get a turn
And then we're forgiven
And we call it knowledge and change
And life itself
And we call it knowledge and change
And life itself
And we call it knowledge and change
And life...
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11. _ Bullshitter's Lament
Music & lyrics: john popper
I walked clean through the party
Without a sin put to my name
Then they got to know me
Then all the sins they came
To fruitions visibility
I suppose them always there
Back when no one knew me
I saw no need to care
But now such luxury is gone
And i've got to do my part
And the faces that i know, know me
Have laid claim to my heart
Like speculated real estate
Their investment should do well
But me i've bought a ticket
An express train straight to well...
Well perhaps that is self pity
But i'm remembering a dream
Some damn thing about lost love
How foggy it does seem
So now i wade in muck and mire
And they tell me that it's fun
But all it does for me is make me ask
When will it all be done
Please don't be mad i'm sorry
And it's just the way i feel
But its hard enough to spot the lie
And figure out the real
So i maintain and ply my wares
And have my goods to sell
And say to those who gawk and stare
I'll see you all in hell
...i'll see you all in hell!
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12. _ Go Outside & Drive
Music & lyrics: john popper
I 've really got to clean up my room
You know its been so long since i've seen my floor
It's getting kind of scary in fact i suspect
That when i finally clear away i won't know her anymore
How we'll have grown so far apart
From those early days with the fresh new start
So in the end it won't matter at all
So why should i bother with the rise and the fall
So i quietly lay back down
And watch tv
But these are the things we tell ourselves
Eventual stories designed to amuse
It's a game we play and we play it well
In fact we're so damn good that we try to lose
So we can keep hiding
So we can survive
And keep on believing
Someday we'll go outside & drive
Gonna go outside & drive...
I have resolved not to leave my house
Till my floor comes back and my room is clean
So i'm really kind of glad that my tv's here
While i concoct my plan to fulfill my dream
Now won't that be wonderful when i'll finally be done
You know i just can't wait for it then i'll start to have fun
It's getting hard lately to concentrate
All my appointments cancelled cause i'm horribly late
You know i think i need a prison
In order to dream of being free
But these are the things we tell ourselves
Eventual stories designed to amuse
It's a game we play and we play it well
In fact we're so damn good that we try to lose
So we can keep hiding
So we can survive
And keep on believing
Someday we'll go outside & drive
Gonna go outside & drive...
Now weeks have gone by and my room's not done
In fact i could say that it's gotten much worse
Amongst the crumpled letters the mood's quite perverse
But i got a new tv with a remote control
Styrofoam and instructions fill the hole
Where i once cleared a path where i once blazed a trail
To the bathroom, but i fear that a nail
Is buried there no so i step very rarely
And try not to get out of bed
You know tomorrow i'll get up and i'll walk out my door
And life will return to the way that it was
But i think i'm getting sick i'd better give it a day
It mustn't get a foothold, but it usually does
So i'll sit right here till i'm old and gray
I need my rest after all i'm wasting away
And i just saw a cockroach crawl out of my sneaker
I think he's biding his time till i get somewhat weaker
Things could still turn out alright
As long as i'm not dead
As long as i'm...
I'm...i'm not...
I'm not dead, no i'm not dead
But these are the things we tell ourselves
Eventual stories designed to amuse
It's a game we play and we play it well
In fact we're so damn good that we try to lose
So we can keep hiding
So we can survive
And keep on believing
Someday we'll go outside & drive
Gonna go outside & drive
What's it like outside
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13. _ Letter From A Friend
Music: bobby sheehan
Lyrics: john popper
Never a day goes by when i can't see his face
And i can hear a thundering voice that no one will replace
But since he left you've been hiding out and i can understand
It seems to me about that time you should be coming back again
I can feel the pain
That won't go away
We can't change that he left us
But it's up to you to stay
And i will make sense of it all
Gonna try to make sense of it all
You ask me why
'cause it's all i can do
I miss him every day
But now i miss you
I know it hurts right now but you've got to keep moving on
And i know how good it can feel when you're safe and withdrawn
But he can live in our memory and you don't yet have that choice
'cause you're still here and to speak to me you're gonna have to use your voice
I ain't telling you what's right
And i ain't telling you what's wrong
But it's he who has died
And it's you who has gone
And i will make sense of it all
Gonna try to make sense of it all
You ask me why
'cause it's all i can do
I miss him every day
But now i miss you
I know you're thinking now you must go through this alone
But it's time to come home
I can feel the pain
That won't go away
We can't change that he left us
But it's up to you to stay
And i will make sense of it all
Gonna try to make sense of it all
You ask me why
'cause it's all i can do
I miss him every day
But now i miss you
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14. _ Ny Prophesie
Music: chan kinchla
Lyrics: r. popper & john popper
A thousand times a prophet
A new york city prophet
They lie there all forgotten
I wonder who will hear them next
Well it won't be me it won't be you
Kind of makes you wonder who
Any sympathetic ear would do
Who's gonna hear them next
Lie prophet lie
For the sky is much too high
Keep it in your eye
And memorize the moon
Dream prophet dream
Don't you listen to them scream
We know they didn't hear you yet
But you're bound to get there soon
What do you think we'd hear them say
Would they drop down on their knees and pray
Would they tell us that it's all ok
Who do you think will ease their pain
And if we dare to listen
As the tears freeze up and glisten
With the current savior risen
Who do you think will ease their pain
Lie prophet lie
For the sky is much too high
Keep it in your eye
And memorize the moon
Dream prophet dream
Don't you listen to them scream
We know they didn't hear you yet
But you're bound to get there soon
What will our mighty future be
For there ain't no prophet here to see
That narrows it down to you and me
Do you want to live or die
Well we've chosen death with its toll begun
(you know) i've always pictured life more fun
Too bad we couldn't ever act as one
Do you want to live or die
Lie prophet lie
For the sky is much too high
Keep it in your eye
And memorize the moon
Dream prophet dream
Don't you listen to them scream
We know they didn't hear you yet
But you're bound to get there soon
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