A Thought Crushed My Mind

I answer with a restless ok but I'm about to blow when you're gone
I keep this to myself a restless ok but I fear the dawn
I've never been afraid to hide up in the dark
It's the first morning stream of pure light that makes me rather swim with the sharks
And it'll make me say I'm ok even though it hurts more if I stay
And I'm ok. Yes, I'm ok. If that'll make your questions go away

I'm a vampire, I'm a vampire, I'm afraid the light will set me on fire

I'm cold in a way I just want to stay
And I'm cold this way

Reckon I'll close the door
Pull down the curtains stay close to the floor
Mercy is for the weak, we do not train to be merciful here
Mercy is everything I fear we do not train to see His mercy here

Crawling again
The heart is screaming with a smile
Pride says no because of the stain
The heart pounds for love, pride says no
Because of what the heart is longing for
I'm not sure I want to be a man anymore

This choice I've got to make, I've got to make alone
A heart of stone
This choice I've got to make
I've got to make it true
A heart broken in two

Just one last cigarette and fly
Coincidences made sorrow rule over your soul
I'm standing with my wings around you
I cry

So try to show you're a man
You're nobody's toy
There is nothing that separates a man from a boy

Thought so dark you got lost in there
Lost your way home and now it's getting late
I long to greet you when you come home
But don't you leave earth in this state

No don't you leave earth in this state
I'm the soft whisper of peace in your ear
As all of this creates
No night vision in this forest of darkness
And I feel what you feel inside
And as your skin got burned mine did too when they lied

And you know I'm pulling you closer

Hennes hjärta slog hårdare för varje sekund
Skalet höll emot som aldrig förut
En vägran till var allt detta har sin grund
Skalet höll emot men stora bucklor buktar ut

Inte nu kanske senare och aldrig förut
Som en blomma som aldrig slagit ut
Om en längtan som aldrig fött ett beslut
Om en längtan som aldrig tagit slut

Med fötterna så långt under markytan
Och ändå bärare av ett rotlöst hjärta
För svårt att ta sig upp och ändå veta
Att skönhet kommer ur smärta

Och jag önskar jag kunde dra dig upp därifrån
Men ingen annan utom den ende kan
Och jag önskar jag kunde dra dig upp därifrån
Min tunga kan aldrig klä i ord att min låga är sann

Och jag ska aldrig mer vara rädd att visa mig vek
Aldrig mer med hot försöka bevisa min kärlek

Så låt dig träffas i hjärtat låt det få blöda
Om jag kunde skulle jag ta tillbaks de ord som var döda
Om hans liv fick bli din föda
Om ditt hjärta fick blöda

Vilket val du än tar
Står jag kvar

Möt mig vid fridsfurstens fötter
Jag har ingenting utom det
som är mina rötter
Möt mig på knä framför hans fötter

I'll break my vow of silence

Because I am what you told me you are
Because you showed me your unhealed scar
Revealed and died in your own eyes
Relieved me to see my own lies

Through the years it has become darker in that secret place
His light pierced this lonely chamber through you
And the truth shall set you free
I'll remember your truth that set me free from it getting
Darker and darker in that secret place

It came flying through the air like a beautiful shadow
Made me turn my head
The taste of danger is sweet
I've always known but still allowed this to be my bread
Evil crow lands on my head, I let it stay
Whispers so I think only I can hear it and I obey

Who would think that so much beauty would come from such horrible truth
Because I am...

Toungue too ashamed to even pronounce it right
I spoke but kept it in me with ropes so tight
This is my fight, the word was spoken and I got my sight

Promise so glad I wasn't able to keep
Words formed by your soul is my reflection
Lie was bound to my heart to keep
Broke chains through your confession

I'm waiting for You
Until you give my spirit wings
I'm waiting for You
Until winter breaks into spring

In the air of truth I held up my bruised spirit
For everybody to see
So no one can drag me away from this place
Before You heal it
For my soul to breathe only before thee

Let me hear it once again
Silent thunder shake me
I will wait forever if that's what it takes for me to hear and see
So they can go ahead and say that I swallowed the bait
And I'll still sick around Your precious voice, yes I will wait

So let me glow like I was new
Pure as if this was where it all should have begun
If I could I would give more then I have to You
As I've walked this night
Your hand guides the morning sun

A chance to breathe