Vol. 4

Too much in the truth they say
Keep it 'till another day
Let them have their little game
Illusion helps to keep them sane

Let them have their little toys
Fast sports cars and motor noise
Exciting in their plastic place
Frozen food in a concrete maze

You're gonna go insane
I'm trying to save your brain

I don't know what's happening
My head's all torn inside
People say i'm heavy
They don't know what i hide

Take a life, it's going cheap
Kill someone, no one will weep
Freedom's yours, just pay your dues
We just want your soul to use

You're gonna go insane
I'm trying to save your brain

What you get and what you see
Things that don't come easily
Feeling happy in my vein
Icicles within my brain
(cocain)

Something blowing in my head
Winter's ice, it soon will spread
Death would freeze my very soul
Makes me happy, makes me cold

My eyes are blind but i can see
The snowflakes glisten on the tree
The sun no longer sets me free
I feel there's no place freezing me

Let the winter sun shine on
Let me feel the frost of dawn
Fill my dreams with flakes of snow
Soon i'll feel the chilling glow

Don't you think i know what i'm doing
Don't tell me that it's doing me wrong
You're the one who's really a loser
This is where i feel i belong

Crystal world with winter flowers
Turns my day to frozen hours
Lying snowblind in the sun
Will my ice age ever come?

Well i'm leaving tomorrow at daybreak
Catch the fastest train around nine
Yes i'm leaving the sorrow and heartache
Before it takes me away from my mind
Send me love and i may let you see me
Send me hopes that can spin in my head
But if you really want me to answer
I can only let you know when i'm dead

When sadness fills my days
It's time to turn away
And then tomorrow's dreams
Become reality to me

So realize i'm much better without you
You're not the one and only thing in my heart
I'll just go back to pretending i'm living
So this time i'm gonna have to depart

Well i don't want no demon to tell me what it's all about
No black magician telling me to get my soul out
Don't believe in violence, i don't even believe in peace
I've opened the door and my mind has been released

Well i don't want no preacher telling me about the god in the sky
No i don't want no one to tell me where i'm gonna go when i die
I wanna live my life with no people telling me what to do
I just believe in myself, 'cause no one else is true

Every day just comes and goes
Life is one big overdose
People try to ruin me
And i can't seem to eliminate them

People riding their real pace
Keep on running their rat race
The ante is risen once a week
In their world of make-believe

So believe what i tell you, it's the only way to fight in the end
Just believe in yourself, you know you really shouldn't have to pretend
Don't let those empty people try and interfere with your mind
Just live your life and leave them all behind