e-lux

In the dream I was smaller.
I washed my hands clean, clean.
I kissed you and everything was shaking.
Yeah, I just could not stop shaking and that made you smile.
If I could just wake up and wash myself clean I'd be alright.
If I could just take back a few of these things I'd be just fine.
I'll let it go.
I'll let it slide.
I'll let it go, go this time.
In the dream I woke up next to you and looked at my hands.
They were so small.
I kissed you and everything was shaking.
Yeah, I was shaking but I wasn't there at all.
Because falling out of light is just as divine as falling in.
My stomach is wrenching.
My heart's in my throat.
I'm still falling.
I'll let it go.
I'll let it slide.
I'll let it go, go this time.
In the dream I was buried deep within your skin, skin.
And all I wanted was just to kiss you,
But you knew I couldn't kiss you and that made you smile.
If I could just wake up and wash myself clean I'd be alright.
If I could just wake up, wake up from these dreams I'd be just fine.
I'll let it go.
I'll let it slide.
I'll let it go, go this time.

Your sweet smile,
Is open mouth,
With jagged teeth.
I'm just a girl
Without apology, without apology
Starve yourself to nothing
Come on, cause I'll never go away, yeah
I could be
Death for you
If you believe
I'm just a girl
Without apology
To you I am disease
Starve yourself to nothing
Come on, cause I'll never go away
No, no
I wait for you to fall
So beautiful
I will be the one
Come on
You can't take this away from me, no no
Betcha can't take this one from me, come on
You can't take this away from me
Cause she will never be
The one
And I bet you thought you knew everything about me
But you don't
You don't
You don't know anything
No
So just fuck off
Whore
I wait for you to fall
So beautiful
I will be the one
Come on
You can't take this away from me, no no
Betcha can't take this one from me, come on
You can't take this away from me
Cause she will never be
THE ONE
But I will always be
One

Push pulling on her bones
His fingers on her bones
He didn't mean to hurt
He only meant to hold her down
But she shattered so easily
He watched the colored fluids escaping
And his fingers on her flesh
Meant with such tenderness
He didn't mean to hurt
He only meant to hold her down
But she shattered so easily
He watched the colored fluids escaping
He just like a child
His touches meant to love
But just like a child
He touches
He destroys
Push pulling on her bones
His fingers on her bones
He didn't mean to hurt
He only meant to hold her