Jaded

No one here to take away
The pain I'm going through
No one here to share
This moment
Empty walls stare back at me
Laughing at my pain
I can't face reality
Can't face tomorrow
I've bid my last farewell
I've shed my final tear
And cast aside the fear
I've bid my last farewell
I've shed my final tear
And cast aside the fear
The scars were never healed
I have hidden my despair
When I pulled the shortest straw
No one even cared
Empty walls stare back at me
Laughing at my pain
I can't face reality
Can't face tomorrow
There's nothing more to give
I've bid my last farewell
I've shed my final tear
And cast aside the fear
I've bid my last farewell
I've shed my final tear
And cast aside the fear

Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said,
I just died in your arms tonight
I should've walked away
I keep looking for something I can't get
Broken hearts lie all around me,
And I don't see an easy way to get out of this
Her diary, it sits by the bedside table
The curtains are closed, the cat's in the cradle
Who would've thought that a guy like me could come to this
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said,
I just died in your arms tonight
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been some kind of kiss
I should've walked away, I should've walked away
Is there any just cause for feeling like this
On the surface I'm a name on a list
I try to be discreet, but then blow it again
I've lost and found, it's my final mistake
She's loving by proxy, no give and all take
'Cause I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said,
I just died in your arms tonight
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been some kind of kiss
I should've walked away, I should've walked away
It was a long hot night
She made it easy, she made it feel right
But now it's over, the moment is gone
I followed my hands, not my head,
I know I was wrong
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been something you said,
I just died in your arms tonight
Oh, I just died in your arms tonight
It must've been some kind of kiss
I should've walked away, I should've walked away
I should've walked away

A shattered man that's what I am
It never was the plan
Drowned in lies whith despise
Bitterness is no surprise
I lost my future lost my hope
Day by day I try to cope
Emptiness spreads from within
The walls are closing in
Just ignore me I don't care
If I die I am prepared
In years of hate I lost my everything
The only way is down
In tears of rage I drown my every sin
In tears of rage I drown
Empty walls keep staring back
Best friends that I ever had
To hell whith all your sympathy
It's all the same to me
Now it's too late
The walls are closing in

All I need is anything
That makes me feel alive
To end this pain and suffering
That others may call life
And when the wave
Comes crushing in
I cry from within
Too much ain't enough
I reach the peak of ecstasy
My way back down begins
So much for the luxury
It's payback time for sins
Another wasted youth
Another way to get kicks
To escape the truth
Too much ain't enough
I don't regret
I won't forget
The vivid high I never thought that I could get
The highest high
The lowest low
The mirror lies and never lets me go
Too Much Ain't Enough

Where were you when I needed someone
To help me ease my pain
Where were you when I needed comfort
To get me through the day
There was no one to hold my hand
When I couldn't sleep at night
No one there to understand
Too scared to sleep 'til daylight
Another night without you
Another night of fear
Another night of loneliness
Wishing you were here
Can't find the light without you
Darkness calls me near
To another sleepless night
Whishing you were here
Years we shared have lost their meaning
Wihtout you by my side
Memories of all the good times
Bring tears in my eyes