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Occasionally I feel like the walls around are closing in on me
Physically I feel sometimes I need seclusion to be free
The irony at last I see reality is my perception
And my personality is my reflection

I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today

I need to be set free from the smiles that are scarring my skin sarcastically
And ?? seems to comfort and freeze in full around me mentally
The irony at last I see reality is my deception
And my personality is my deflection

I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today

Can I make it?
I'll try
Can I take it?
I'll try

I’ve finally healed my wounds and healing the next thing and pouring out of me
The precious success becoming apparently a bigger part of me
I'm looking back at the things I cant remove the past
Ok with me
The future is brighter than I could imagine it to be…

I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today

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What I excel in best
Is my excessiveness
Of deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach
What's wrong with me?
Fuck it

Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes I feel my self esteem is low
Sumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful

And if I wasn’t me
I’d still just laugh at me
And point the finger
And blame myself as well
I will not succumb to any of my peers
I’m in control
and I'm losing it
Fuck it

Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I’m beautiful
Beautiful
Sumtimes as my feelings coincide
Sumtimes while I struggle to survive
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I’ll be alright
Be alright [x4]

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Why did I let you inside my life
How could I let you inside my body my soul my brain
Now I cant make you go away
You're driving me insane and inside out…
I can tell
Its meaningful and so hurtful
There's no place just to hide

I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable

This is my fault
Oh this is my fault

How could I lie to myself again
These bad decisions a never ending story
I think id know by now just how to bout to smile
You're driving me insane and inside out…because
Its meaningful and so hurtful
There's no place just to hide

I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal cant help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you I know

This is my fault
Oh this is my fault

I know this is my fault [x4]

I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal cant help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you I know

This is my fault
Oh this is my fault

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When I look into your eyes, you help me realign
Ensure me of just how to be myself inside
I’m in control of everything
It’s taking time but that’s ok
I can bring you to my side

You’re my blessing in disguise
You’re mine (You’re mine)
You’re mine (You’re mine)

You’re my blessing in disguise
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
Years from now

When my focal point is set
I’m something I know I'll get
It’s not a question of how but more of when
You are one commodity
The choice is mine and mine for keeps
I can bring you to my side

You’re my blessing in disguise
You’re mine (You’re mine)
You’re mine (You’re mine)

You’re my blessing in disguise
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
Years from now

When I look into your eyes, you help me realign
And show me just where my dedication lies
I’m in control of everything it’s taking toll but that’s ok
I can bring you to my side

You’re my blessing in disguise
You’re mine (You’re mine)
You’re mine (You’re mine)

You’re my blessing in disguise
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
Years from now

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If life was a game, could I win in the end?
And if I was sane, would I fuck it up all over again?
These questions and answers can help me redefine myself
And I thank your open ears for all the help

(no more shit)
It's what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself

If I stay the same, how long will I last?
Yet if I change will I still just be alone and typecast?
Professional answers cant help me to design myself
So I thank your open arms for all their help

(no more shit)
It's what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself

Caressing gateways of the mind
Over, enter through spaces time
Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light
Inside myself just need some time
(just need some time to myself)
To figure it out, cause I’ve got no doubt
That when my dreams come true it's because of you
And the fact that I let you

(No, no, more shit)
It's what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself
Caressing gateways of our minds
Over, enter through spaces time Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light

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Grown up an only child
One parent home
I was spoiled and doubted not trusted
Neglected by others around

You saved…
You saved me

You were the only one there for me
Loved me
Dearly treated and supported me right through then thick and the thin

You saved…
You saved me

Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me

Taught me to be myself
Showed independent help along through struggles made it work ourselves just a mother and child

You saved…
You saved me

Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me

Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me
you're everything
everything

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