Tormented Dysfunction

I don't give a fuck
About all of your problems
I could give a rats ass
How your feeling today
Take your wordly advice
And shove it straight up your ass
Thanks for coming around
To fuck up my day

I try
Tolerate
Good-bye
Take me... (4x)

Look at you i can't
You don't see the whole picture
Take my bed of dirt
Cold and empty i'll stay
What's the point of trying
To stay above the surface
Take my life from me
Help me to ease my pain

I try
Tolerate
Good-bye
Take me...

Try to see the way around you
I can't find it
Try to take the path behind me
Can't rewind it
Stick your finger in my face and
I will break it
Leave me with an after taste

I try
Tolerate
Good-bye
Take me... (4x)

The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips say i hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question...
When will this ever end?

Chorus:
Not much to the life i live
Same 4 walls
I have nothing left to give
Please take it all away....
Same 4 walls

The thoughts from my mind
Feel the pain as rats claw at my flesh

The thoughts from my mind
Feels the joy as the needles hits my vein
The thoughts from my mind
Smells the stench as shit runs down my leg
The thoughts from my mind ask for sanity
Now for this i beg

Chorus

The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips say i hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question...
When will i be dead?

Chorus

You take away
I feel the same

You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me you made in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again

Cause you can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

I feel betrayed
Stuck in your ways
And you rip me apart
With the brutal things you say
I can't deal with shit anymore
I just look away

Cause you can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings they bring only pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

Mudshovel

You take away
I feel the same
All these promises
You promised only pain
If you take away
And leave me with nothing again

'cause you can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

You will feel my anger
You will feel my pain
You will feel my torment
Driving you insane
I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain
You won't take away
I'll be whole again

Mudshovel

Which way do i go?

Pain i swallow i cannot keep it down
Hate i swallow i cannot keep it down

Down

You i hate you i cannot keep you down
You i'll rape you i cannot keep it down

Down

You before me
I can't take any more
Of what you have to offer
My ears are sore
Leave my feelings
In a heap by the door
Can't go up any further
Come crashing back down

You push yourself on me
Force yourself on me
Free yourself through me

You better save yourself from me
Every time you want me to be
Something i could never be
Guess you'll have to wait and see
Till the next time that you have to

Come again!

I hate myself for you
I break myself for you
I'd kill myself for you
I'd better save myself from you
Everytime you want me to be
Something i could never be
Guess you'll have to wait and see
Till the next time that you have to

Come again!

If you have to walk my way
Have something to say
Get the fuck away
Can't take one more day
I cannot conform

Come again!

"what is your fucking problem!?"
"...you wanna know what my problem is?

Alone, i walk beside myself
Alone, you put me on your shelf
Alone, with my insanity
Alone, no one to blame but me
But if you had told me when i was much younger
That life has a way of pulling you right under
I wouldn't be standing here preaching my hate
I stand at the edge staring into my fate

Chorus:
I see thru you
What makes you think that you're god
Pick up the pieces as i fall apart
Why must you fuck with me

Betrayed, you left me here for dead
Betrayed, by the voices in my head
Betrayed, left my out in the rain
Betrayed, nothing left but pain
I'm sick of the answers
Your cannibal instincts and false dedications
You leave me here cold, nothing left but my shell
To die while i'm living and burn in my hell

Chorus

I pick you apart little by little
Till nothing is left but the look on your face
Once inside our i can get at what's inside
Beneath your facade i can see your disgrace
The walls that you build up will crumble around you
The pain you will feel as you wither away
The sun though it comes up will warm you...
No longer