Dysfunction

I hear you talk about your family life
I wish i knew just what that means
I guess my mother never loved my dad
And now i wear it on my sleeve

My sister called me just the other day
It felt so good to hear her voice
My problem is i don't have much to say
I guess she doesn't have a choice, and i'm sorry

Look at me i'm so pathetic
I can't believe i'm just an addict
I've never needed anyone to help me
I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from my...

My mothers always tried to change herself
She never learned to let things be
She doesn't know how bad she messed me up
'cause now she seems so fake to me but i love her

Look at me i'm so pathetic
I can't believe i'm just an addict
I've never needed anyone to help me
I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from myself

If you push me then i won't fall
I've been programmed to take it all
And shove it way down inside

Like my father (2x)

I'm so pathetic
I can't believe i'm just an addict
I've never needed anyone to help me (i'm failing it)
I'm begging you to please come save me from myself

I hear you talk about your family life
I wish i knew just what that means

You take away
I feel the same

You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me you made in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again

Cause you can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

I feel betrayed
Stuck in your ways
And you rip me apart
With the brutal things you say
I can't deal with shit anymore
I just look away

Cause you can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings they bring only pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

Mudshovel

You take away
I feel the same
All these promises
You promised only pain
If you take away
And leave me with nothing again

'cause you can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again

You will feel my anger
You will feel my pain
You will feel my torment
Driving you insane
I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain
You won't take away
I'll be whole again

Mudshovel

Raw

The pictures left with me won't fade
These images affect me every day
Cause of you i feel i don't deserve
The life i see in her

Just don't leave me
Raw

Inside i'm so cold
Inside i'm so cold

Raw

I've never been someone who knows
My choices haunt me everywhere i go
Finally did something right for myself
My life to you no one else

Just don't leave me
Raw

Inside i'm so cold
Inside i'm so cold

I'm so cold
I feel so cold

I can't take this
Raw
I feel so...

Inside i'm so cold
Inside i'm so cold

Raw

I feel so

I'm so lonely
You're so beautiful
Not the only
One that's pitiful

Scratched and torn i lay here in pieces
Craving all of your deadly vices
Like to think that i'm not addicted
But i guess i wear it well

And i crawl
While you spit
And i crawl
Through you

Here i am now
Not a lot has changed
Nothing' better
Everything's the same

Late at night i can hear your voices
Talking shit about all my choices
You would think you've known me forever
Just because you know my name

And i crawl
While you spit
And i crawl
Through you

Everything falls apart
Everything... (3x)

Everything falls apart
Everything (3x)

And i crawl
While you spit
And i crawl
Through

Can't breathe!
Shut up (2x)

Empty i give everything to you

Can't breathe!
Shut up (2x)

I think there's nothing left to do

Can't breathe!
Shut up (2x)

I don't like today, take it all away
Just like what you say - i don't want you

Kinda like the way, everything is gray
Just like what you say - i don't need you

I don't look like you, do the things you do
But i'm fucked up too - i don't need you

Can't breathe!
Shut up (2x)

I feel you are what's changed my soul

Can't breathe!
Shut up (2x)

I think i'll never lose control

Can't breathe!
Shut up (2x)

I don't like today, take it all away
Just like what you say - i don't want you

Kinda like the way, everything is gray
Just like what you say - i don't need you

I don't look like you, do the things you do
But i'm fucked up too - i don't need you

I don't understand it
You're killing this planet
The scabs on your face
It's a fucking disgrace
I blame you (2x)

I blame you (5x)

Can't breathe!
Shut up (2x)

I'm don't like today, take it all away (shut up)
Just like what you say - i don't want you (shut up)

Kinda like the way, everything is gray (shut up)
Just like what you say - i don't need you (shut up)

I don't look like you, do the things you do (shut up)
But i'm fucked up too - i don't need you (shut up)